Wednesday, August 19, 2009

So I have my good moments (Orientation) and bad (home alone, watching every Vh1 show available) but there are times when it really hits me.
I was stalking Karianne on facebook, (I am too prideful to add anyone I met at Orientation) and I noticed an event that I curiously clicked on. Of course it was a party at our fav frat (eye roll) All of a sudden I am thrown into a downward spiral even Law and Order can't take my mind off of. It's weird not being invited, and not going,...and not dating the president. I love my life, don't get me wrong. I love Cali and I love (ok eventually) law school. I would never have given up coming here for anything, but it's such a change. I mean, I'm so used to parties, my friends, BOB, and having a bf I adore.
Mostly, I feel out of it. If I am absolutely honest, I guess I'm sad that life in K-ville can seemingly go on without a hitch minus my presence. As obvious as I know that is, there is still a point when I had to have this realization.
Now that I've discussed this in public (I'm aware how retarded this is) I must get to my homework.
Side Note: In Law School, I'm told (since I haven't actually started) you are supposed to study 50 hours a week-thats 7.15 a DAY-including weekends. This is not including the time spent in class. I am so not bitching, well yeah I am.
Soon I will be too busy to even think about frat parties.

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